Real Relationships bring you prosperity!
This Tasha, (2007)
You can see the innocence and purity, but deep within was a tormented child, trying her best to be accepted...
she focused so much on others.... always thinking of them, always looking to them, always striving for them... always serving them....
but it wasn't about them really...
it was truly about me... about my fears... my pain....
would I be abandoned again.
would someone really see my ugliness.
who's going to reject me next.
would that person like me?
maybe they could accept someone with my past.
maybe she is safe and would see me.
maybe they can be like a father to me
do they see me?
do they want to have me here?
what are they thinking of me.
who will see me.....
such torment comes through
and anxiety withdrew
this beautiful gift of God
by filling a façade
such torment within
I never knew if I could stand
until he took my hand
and showed me a promise land
alas this torment within
didn't let it sink in
I was drowning within
my own skewed 'promisery' land
The reality of this was so true. As I created my life within, others continued to confirm and walk in it with me hand and hand.
The 'unhealthy' unseen realm has no favored one, it's like the conscience of us all, knows it all and find those who best would fit it all and possibly destroy it all.
I am rejected, so I need to be rejected
I am lonely, so I need to be abandoned
I am an alcoholic, so they see me as drunkard
I am lost, so no one will find me
To Be Continued....
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